Cross my heart

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 18:08:14 GMT

i cant wait to go back

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 06:38:42 GMT

Two days
words can not express how excited I am

like everyone;trust no one

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 06:16:40 GMT

I would like to say that I think I can take a lot.
I know it seems like I have this easy life, perfect family,everything.
And in many cases I do.
But starting when I was young, I have lost a lot of people in my life.
I learned to control my emotions.
I can take a lot of pain, I just keep going.

It is a very rare occasion for me to break down and cry in front of people.
I can take a lot of blows, suck it up and keep going.
I don't tell many people my problems, it's my business and I don't trust people.
It takes me awhile to fully open up to someone.
Then when I do, I put it all out there.
Most of the time that person screws me over and
it hurts a lot.
But if you give me a day or two, I'll be ok. Yet again I'll pull through
And I'll come back fighting.

You screwed me over. Ok, I was trying to pull through.
I was having a rough enough time.
Stop throwing it in my face.
You're making it worse, and you know that you are.

I'll admit that it hurts like hell. I did cry.
I broke down at school, in front of tons of people.
And almost at the party,luckily A stopped me.
I believed all your lines, and in the end, I got screwed.
I hate people that make me look stupid,
You did just that.

It may take me a while to get back up this time,
I might need a little help,
I'm hurt.

But no matter what, I can promise you this.
You will never break me.

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 02:58:57 GMT

You've still got my heart in the palm of your hand
I wish I didn't know now
What I didn't know then

Thu, 05 May 2005 19:30:21 GMT

You are soo selfish, self-centered...the list could go on

I have helped you soo much, everytime you ask. My grades dropped last quarter, it was the worst report card that I ever had,
why? i was trying to help you with your work that I forgot to do my own.

But still I helped you EVERYTIME you have asked. I have asked you for help a total of 3 times. How many times have you actually helped me? 0. none, not in anyway shape or form.

I'm sick of you breaking promises, lying to me, and expecting me to help you but yet never helping me out.

You only ever think about yourself. You think you are the greatest thing walking and youre not. At all. GET OVER YOURSELF>>>did we just talk about this yesterday? and you were like "im only kidding..." Too bad youre not kidding at all.

And I LOVE how when you find out I'm mad, you just sit there and laugh.
Maybe you'll eventually realize that im not kidding, this isnt one of those times that i get mad and quickly get over it.

On a scale from 1-10..i'd say about a 20.

P.S. If this is you, read the entry before this.

i cant make you fix yourself, but at least i can say i tried..

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 00:23:19 GMT

i'm not afraid to hurt your feelings, cause quite frankly i dont care.
You are WAY too in love with yourself and make it nearly impossible for anyone else to even care about you.
You're not as wonderful as you think you are
But you unfortunatly think you are the greatest thing walking..
and that's really not the case, sorry to disappoint you.
Get over yourself.
Stop trying to be someone you're not.
i wish you didn't change to please the crowd.

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 03:04:55 GMT

WHAT WOULD YOU THINK IF:

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 22:25:52 GMT

anyone who knows anything about fixing cars, can you call me RIGHT NOW?!

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 03:38:44 GMT